Saturday, May 18, 2013

Today was a busy day, the guy came to install my garage door and I did alot of work in the yard today. I know it was stupid on my part, before anyone sends me nasty notes, it was something that I needed to do. I needed to feel like I could do something and that cancer was not a part of it. My hands hurt and have blisters, but I needed to occupy my mind.

I have alot on my mind. I am getting a little scared about the surgery coming up and I had been talking to my husband lately. I am a little emotional today, so clearing out the shrubs and triming the trees was good for me. I am really tired and have to rest before going out to pick it all up and put the stuff back in the garage.

My daughter sent me a weather radio today. I should be able to use it tomorrow, we are expecting bad storms! The weather here is so weird. I am not used to it.

I have also, received cards and letters in the mail. Thank you, they lifted my spirits today. It is always nice to receive them.

Overall today is not a good day, the sun is out and shining at 85 degrees, the birds are singing, but I am warn out from all the work, my dog is sick, I need put the stuff back in the garage and the move some other stuff because the truck won’t fit with the storm shelter and I am feeling very alone today. Please pray for my husband. Maybe he is the one God wanted me to help.